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i dont bleed
i don't cry
i don't scream,
but it don't means
pain is not here;

it is not that
i don't feel,
it is not that
i don't express,
it is not even that
no one loves me;

but nothing matters
more than trust,
of which
a bit is still there
with me, but
i'll wake up one day;

the day i dream of
is not so far,
but it don't looks
near too, may be
it's not there,

and death comes
to take away the guilt
to take away the pain
to make me free.

:on 3/11/11
(Room No.123, CB2, Pantnagar)